Thursday, October 29, 2009
The days I've seen have been fond
So seemed like we had a bond
Through everything that I ever had
Life had changed, thought it would never go bad
Through all thorns I picked a rose
It was her that I wanted, for that I chose
Throughout the night I would think
Think without even a blink
She was perfection, yet I was nothing
She was my world, thought I had something
But alas it was all too good to be true
The unspeakable happened out of the blue
And from what seemed like a flash
I watched my hopes and dreams crash
So told to me in the past was right
I shall never forget this very night
With everything torn apart and shred
Everything I had known now covered with red
I watch myself die slowly from within
Everything I know coming to an end
I watch alone as all I hear
Came true infront of me, my biggest fear
Thought that I had found happiness in my life
Thought that I would take her as my wife
Sweet thoughts of a new life in my heart
Sweet dreams of my own in my world
Alas her thoughts itself changed
Alas I lay battered and banged
Rivers of tears flow out my eyes
These crimson tears I cry with my eyes
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Deep in the cold, freezing rain
Alone I remain, with this searing pain
Torture me, slaughter me
Use me, and abuse me
Is that all that's meant for me?
Or is my soul too worthless for thee?
Upon each and every step, pain follows
Upon every move, this river of tear flows
Life itself so beautiful in the past
It's a shame, happiness doesn't last
Pain and sorrow, my only friends
The same thing tomorrow, doesn't this end
Haven't I already been through enough?
Haven't my soul already been torn apart?
Life itself weeps in dismay
A sick game, one that others play
Throw me deep into the pits and let me be
My soul led astray, I let the chains consume me
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Lived a life too good to be true
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Living a life of betrayal and pain...
The soul of a mortal slain...
The eyes that see complete darkness...
The world itself consumed in blindness...
Watching, helpless as teardrops flow from these eyes...
All hopes being torn apart, no one hears these cries...
For help the lonely heart weeps...
Yet all the pain is what it keeps...
Alone, battered and bruised the soul be...
Suffering this world, that lonely soul is me...
Sunday, June 1, 2008
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
With tears in my eyes...
I dwell in the shadows, all alone...
My life passing by me slowly, does it matter?
In this foul pit, I decay...
My cries for help, no one hears...
In vain I try, in pain I cry...
I cry and I cry, but no one to care...
I try and I try, but alas, am alone...
Alone in this world I suffer...
Of no use to anyone, am better off dead..