tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-79885146227701703642011-07-08T11:58:10.365-07:00Enter the madness......BLooDLuST sLAYErhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09268961796448067995noreply@blogger.comBlogger141100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7988514622770170364.post-20867358151729025292009-10-29T20:17:00.000-07:002009-10-29T20:40:38.181-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/Supf_FBtyCI/AAAAAAAAAEs/GyUnBGge7tA/s1600-h/3909382.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 121px; height: 154px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/Supf_FBtyCI/AAAAAAAAAEs/GyUnBGge7tA/s200/3909382.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5398232640642730018" border="0" /></a><br />The days I've seen have been fond<br />So seemed like we had a bond<br />Through everything that I ever had<br />Life had changed, thought it would never go bad<br />Through all thorns I picked a rose<br />It was her that I wanted, for that I chose<br /><br />Throughout the night I would think<br />Think without even a blink<br />She was perfection, yet I was nothing<br />She was my world, thought I had something<br />But alas it was all too good to be true<br />The unspeakable happened out of the blue<br /><br />And from what seemed like a flash<br />I watched my hopes and dreams crash<br />So told to me in the past was right<br />I shall never forget this very night<br />With everything torn apart and shred<br />Everything I had known now covered with red<br /><br />I watch myself die slowly from within<br />Everything I know coming to an end<br />I watch alone as all I hear<br />Came true infront of me, my biggest fear<br />Thought that I had found happiness in my life<br />Thought that I would take her as my wife<br /><br />Sweet thoughts of a new life in my heart<br />Sweet dreams of my own in my world<br />Alas her thoughts itself changed<br />Alas I lay battered and banged<br />Rivers of tears flow out my eyes<br />These crimson tears I cry with my eyes<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7988514622770170364-2086735815172902529?l=bloodlust-slayer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>BLooDLuST sLAYErhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09268961796448067995noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7988514622770170364.post-10258174378811561822009-04-22T02:13:00.000-07:002009-04-22T02:27:43.035-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/Se7i0tnnjXI/AAAAAAAAAEk/BLDDeKZFTAE/s1600-h/Torment.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/Se7i0tnnjXI/AAAAAAAAAEk/BLDDeKZFTAE/s200/Torment.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5327444804452715890" /></a><br /><p>Deep in the cold, freezing rain</p><p>Alone I remain, with this searing pain</p><p>Torture me, slaughter me</p><p>Use me, and abuse me</p><p>Is that all that's meant for me?</p><p>Or is my soul too worthless for thee?</p><p>Upon each and every step, pain follows</p><p>Upon every move, this river of tear flows</p><p>Life itself so beautiful in the past</p><p>It's a shame, happiness doesn't last</p><p>Pain and sorrow, my only friends</p><p>The same thing tomorrow, doesn't this end</p><p>Haven't I already been through enough?</p><p>Haven't my soul already been torn apart?</p><p>Life itself weeps in dismay</p><p>A sick game, one that others play</p><p>Throw me deep into the pits and let me be</p><p>My soul led astray, I let the chains consume me</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7988514622770170364-1025817437881156182?l=bloodlust-slayer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>BLooDLuST sLAYErhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09268961796448067995noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7988514622770170364.post-16509737465587256422009-02-26T08:18:00.000-08:002009-02-26T08:36:01.754-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/SabDLGZ1VcI/AAAAAAAAAEU/m9irgTCi-rA/s1600-h/really-pain.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 195px; height: 152px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/SabDLGZ1VcI/AAAAAAAAAEU/m9irgTCi-rA/s320/really-pain.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5307143806367651266" border="0" /></a><br />Lived a life too good to be true<div>Like a dream, so very pure</div><div>I lived life in happiness after I met her</div><div>You became an angel, and that's so true</div><div>The days passed by and everything was alright</div><div>Not even a single tear was in my sight</div><div><br /></div><div>Though things were this way, they slowly changed</div><div>Everything became a nightmare, so very strange</div><div>Astonished at the change in my life</div><div>My world filled up with tears once more</div><div>Alone and confused I remain, with no one by my side</div><div>My soul already dead, the body awaiting burial</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7988514622770170364-1650973746558725642?l=bloodlust-slayer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>BLooDLuST sLAYErhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09268961796448067995noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7988514622770170364.post-2954587695716448902008-12-10T01:56:00.000-08:002008-12-10T02:08:20.832-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/ST-U_MG-8GI/AAAAAAAAAEI/pIgSrJu4_SE/s1600-h/346630_blood_bath_by_NOruless.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 169px; height: 135px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/ST-U_MG-8GI/AAAAAAAAAEI/pIgSrJu4_SE/s320/346630_blood_bath_by_NOruless.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5278101101604696162" border="0" /></a><br />Living a life of betrayal and pain...<br />The soul of a mortal slain...<br />The eyes that see complete darkness...<br />The world itself consumed in blindness...<br />Watching, helpless as teardrops flow from these eyes...<br />All hopes being torn apart, no one hears these cries...<br />For help the lonely heart weeps...<br />Yet all the pain is what it keeps...<br />Alone, battered and bruised the soul be...<br />Suffering this world, that lonely soul is me...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7988514622770170364-295458769571644890?l=bloodlust-slayer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>BLooDLuST sLAYErhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09268961796448067995noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7988514622770170364.post-71367661501420028332008-06-01T23:49:00.001-07:002008-12-09T04:42:32.150-08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/SEOZ3l2DOcI/AAAAAAAAACE/lB9gkS0Ds0o/s1600-h/blood8ku.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5207174774501095874" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 133px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 180px" height="172" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/SEOZ3l2DOcI/AAAAAAAAACE/lB9gkS0Ds0o/s320/blood8ku.jpg" width="129" border="0" /></a><br /><div>Once again upon this cold black night...</div><br /><div>Two choices be, surrender or fight...</div><br /><div>Try as I may with all my energy...</div><br /><div>I did fight as much as I can, forsaken I be...</div><br /><div>I remain within my empty shell, all alone...</div><br /><div>Tainted all lonely and forlorn...</div><br /><div>Eternity of this suffering I face...</div><br /><div>Such a lot of pain be my fate...</div><br /><div>Shall never forget the times that we had...</div><br /><div>Yet where are the dreams that you stuck in me?</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7988514622770170364-7136766150142002833?l=bloodlust-slayer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>BLooDLuST sLAYErhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09268961796448067995noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7988514622770170364.post-56239324375454314822008-05-29T05:20:00.000-07:002008-12-09T04:42:32.257-08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/SD6hO12DOZI/AAAAAAAAABs/-dxeM2S7F7Q/s1600-h/pain_of_salvation_scarsick__big.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5205775495630895506" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 156px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 204px" height="261" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/SD6hO12DOZI/AAAAAAAAABs/-dxeM2S7F7Q/s320/pain_of_salvation_scarsick__big.jpg" width="238" border="0" /></a><br /><div>Watching in tears as my dreams turn to dust...</div><br /><div>Within the shadows, I wither and rust...</div><br /><div>As the serpentine curse consumes me whole...</div><br /><div>Of this world, I've completed my role...</div><br /><div>Suffering alone in still shadows...</div><br /><div>Consumed by this darkness, I shall never love again...</div><br /><div>Upon this world so cold, I'm cast aside...</div><br /><div>Upon this world so cruel, I shall never smile again...</div><br /><div>Lost upon this realm, am torn apart...</div><br /><div>Lost all alone, with my broken heart...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7988514622770170364-5623932437545431482?l=bloodlust-slayer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>BLooDLuST sLAYErhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09268961796448067995noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7988514622770170364.post-40564886878600842992007-09-26T06:52:00.000-07:002008-12-09T04:42:32.415-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/RvpmIazGUDI/AAAAAAAAABk/sTImfAzubrE/s1600-h/bloody+tears.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 155px; height: 207px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/RvpmIazGUDI/AAAAAAAAABk/sTImfAzubrE/s320/bloody+tears.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5114512621651251250" border="0" /></a><br />With tears in my eyes...<br />I dwell in the shadows, all alone...<br />My life passing by me slowly, does it matter?<br />In this foul pit, I decay...<br />My cries for help, no one hears...<br />In vain I try, in pain I cry...<br />I cry and I cry, but no one to care...<br />I try and I try, but alas, am alone...<br />Alone in this world I suffer...<br />Of no use to anyone, am better off dead..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7988514622770170364-4056488687860084299?l=bloodlust-slayer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>BLooDLuST sLAYErhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09268961796448067995noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7988514622770170364.post-92206319420179130532007-08-08T22:15:00.000-07:002008-12-09T04:42:32.642-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/RrqjVc4SlMI/AAAAAAAAABc/5EliHbHXuNs/s1600-h/bloody-bird.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 236px; height: 177px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/RrqjVc4SlMI/AAAAAAAAABc/5EliHbHXuNs/s320/bloody-bird.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5096565517248009410" border="0" /></a>Sharp pain impaling through my chest...<br />Darkness growing, when shall my soul rest?<br />Impossible to fly high with these broken wings...<br />The tears and pain those words bring...<br />The agony my soul feels...<br />But of what is it to you?<br />Played around with my heart...<br />Used me as your toy for your amusement...<br />The darkness I embrace, take me by your side...<br />Death be the end of my broken soul...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7988514622770170364-9220631942017913053?l=bloodlust-slayer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>BLooDLuST sLAYErhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09268961796448067995noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7988514622770170364.post-13579937221598844622007-07-21T23:20:00.001-07:002008-12-09T04:42:32.925-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/RqL4eM4SlLI/AAAAAAAAABU/pVXGNx47B5c/s1600-h/grudge02.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/RqL4eM4SlLI/AAAAAAAAABU/pVXGNx47B5c/s320/grudge02.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5089903726619169970" border="0" /></a><br />Feels like a sword has gone through my chest....<br />Feels like the reaper is doing his best....<br />My life, slowly ending....<br />Darkness taking over, nothing more I can see....<br />Pain and agony overtake my body....<br />What is to become of me, that I have to see....<br />A million needles going through my body....<br />A million times more pain passing through each second....<br />Sometimes I wish I should never have been born....<br />Even in a crowd, am all alone....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7988514622770170364-1357993722159884462?l=bloodlust-slayer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>BLooDLuST sLAYErhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09268961796448067995noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7988514622770170364.post-68496673776640131042007-05-13T01:01:00.000-07:002008-12-09T04:42:33.056-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/RkbKOnNbw6I/AAAAAAAAABM/Xvl4yg2nwjY/s1600-h/Bloody_Mary_by_DyingLaughter.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 209px; height: 243px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/RkbKOnNbw6I/AAAAAAAAABM/Xvl4yg2nwjY/s320/Bloody_Mary_by_DyingLaughter.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5063957183417009058" border="0" /></a><br />My heart has gone hollow...<br />I lie in grief and sorrow...<br />There's no one to take away my misery...<br />There's no one who cares...<br />The pain keeps on increasing...<br />My life keeps on fading...<br />As my dreams turn to dust...<br />And as my life gets mixed with the ashes...<br />I keep on wondering why you gave me this pain...<br />And why I have to suffer this life...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7988514622770170364-6849667377664013104?l=bloodlust-slayer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>BLooDLuST sLAYErhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09268961796448067995noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7988514622770170364.post-51912280449947581032007-05-07T00:22:00.000-07:002008-12-09T04:42:33.457-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/Rj7WLHNbw4I/AAAAAAAAAA8/e3oQaVQfbZk/s1600-h/Bloody_Regret_by_TwistedZ.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 227px; height: 199px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/Rj7WLHNbw4I/AAAAAAAAAA8/e3oQaVQfbZk/s320/Bloody_Regret_by_TwistedZ.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5061718517613314946" border="0" /></a><br />Life has taken a sudden twist...<br />Its like the sun will rise from the west...<br />Misery itself has consumed me...<br />And theres no one to blame...<br />Life itself chose this path...<br />This path which has caused my wrath...<br />So you dont love me, but I wish you well...<br />So you dont care, my life is hell...<br />Tears that fall mean nothing...<br />Crawling in the shadows, I cry my eyes dry...<br />Just that you know that I love you...<br />But I know that you dont, and it's never meant to be...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7988514622770170364-5191228044994758103?l=bloodlust-slayer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>BLooDLuST sLAYErhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09268961796448067995noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7988514622770170364.post-62644929912930757302007-04-17T21:04:00.000-07:002008-12-09T04:42:33.651-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/RiWvQeiMmgI/AAAAAAAAAA0/9pIkdLXLJ6Q/s1600-h/The_bloody_roses_by_PrincessArwen.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 171px; height: 302px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/RiWvQeiMmgI/AAAAAAAAAA0/9pIkdLXLJ6Q/s320/The_bloody_roses_by_PrincessArwen.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5054638854402513410" border="0" /></a>This feeling of utter loneliness, the world is filled with despair....<br />Forsaken by all, why do I care?<br />In the heart of darkness, what can I find?<br />I am the one, who has been left behind....<br />As chaos builds up, all I feel is utter sorrow....<br />Am in a bed of thorns, am all hollow....<br />As the I stare, staring at the horror....<br />For me, there will be no tomorrow....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7988514622770170364-6264492991293075730?l=bloodlust-slayer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>BLooDLuST sLAYErhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09268961796448067995noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7988514622770170364.post-70909613789265229692007-04-15T03:01:00.000-07:002008-12-09T04:42:33.753-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/RiIKxeiMmcI/AAAAAAAAAAU/JrxP3XqNRKo/s1600-h/the_mind_by_suzi9mm.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 101px; height: 151px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/RiIKxeiMmcI/AAAAAAAAAAU/JrxP3XqNRKo/s320/the_mind_by_suzi9mm.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5053613576989481410" border="0" /></a>Throughout my life, all the same...<br />Played away, like it is some kind of sick game...<br />As the seasons came and went...<br />As the flames of hell were bent...<br />Becoming one as the flames consume me...<br />I cherish, as this life was never meant to be...<br />So I think that I might just as well...<br />Take my time and burn in hell...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7988514622770170364-7090961378926522969?l=bloodlust-slayer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>BLooDLuST sLAYErhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09268961796448067995noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7988514622770170364.post-14856755977136175092007-04-04T22:54:00.000-07:002008-12-09T04:42:33.982-08:00<div style="text-align: left;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/RhSYCMcQS8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/mrV2iPBCaQ4/s1600-h/bloody_tears_re_made_by_Izzabell.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 92px; height: 140px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RAA4sW4c0Fo/RhSYCMcQS8I/AAAAAAAAAAM/mrV2iPBCaQ4/s320/bloody_tears_re_made_by_Izzabell.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5049828245656062914" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Wondering why I must face this heartbreak</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Wondering how I made this mistake</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Drifting away as I am conquered by my fears</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Drifting away as I am trying to fight my tears</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Oh how I loved you so dearly</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Oh why did you kick me away, so heartlessly?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Now all I wonder is why am I alone?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Now I see, you left me to suffer this world so cold</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7988514622770170364-1485675597713617509?l=bloodlust-slayer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>BLooDLuST sLAYErhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09268961796448067995noreply@blogger.com3