Crimson Tears

The days I've seen have been fond
So seemed like we had a bond
Through everything that I ever had
Life had changed, thought it would never go bad
Through all thorns I picked a rose
It was her that I wanted, for that I chose

Throughout the night I would think
Think without even a blink
She was perfection, yet I was nothing
She was my world, thought I had something
But alas it was all too good to be true
The unspeakable happened out of the blue

And from what seemed like a flash
I watched my hopes and dreams crash
So told to me in the past was right
I shall never forget this very night
With everything torn apart and shred
Everything I had known now covered with red

I watch myself die slowly from within
Everything I know coming to an end
I watch alone as all I hear
Came true infront of me, my biggest fear
Thought that I had found happiness in my life
Thought that I would take her as my wife

Sweet thoughts of a new life in my heart
Sweet dreams of my own in my world
Alas her thoughts itself changed
Alas I lay battered and banged
Rivers of tears flow out my eyes
These crimson tears I cry with my eyes

Chains Of Torment...

Deep in the cold, freezing rain

Alone I remain, with this searing pain

Torture me, slaughter me

Use me, and abuse me

Is that all that's meant for me?

Or is my soul too worthless for thee?

Upon each and every step, pain follows

Upon every move, this river of tear flows

Life itself so beautiful in the past

It's a shame, happiness doesn't last

Pain and sorrow, my only friends

The same thing tomorrow, doesn't this end

Haven't I already been through enough?

Haven't my soul already been torn apart?

Life itself weeps in dismay

A sick game, one that others play

Throw me deep into the pits and let me be

My soul led astray, I let the chains consume me

Too good to be true...

Lived a life too good to be true

Like a dream, so very pure

I lived life in happiness after I met her

You became an angel, and that's so true

The days passed by and everything was alright

Not even a single tear was in my sight

Though things were this way, they slowly changed

Everything became a nightmare, so very strange

Astonished at the change in my life

My world filled up with tears once more

Alone and confused I remain, with no one by my side

My soul already dead, the body awaiting burial

Eternity of loneliness

Living a life of betrayal and pain...
The soul of a mortal slain...
The eyes that see complete darkness...
The world itself consumed in blindness...
Watching, helpless as teardrops flow from these eyes...
All hopes being torn apart, no one hears these cries...
For help the lonely heart weeps...
Yet all the pain is what it keeps...
Alone, battered and bruised the soul be...
Suffering this world, that lonely soul is me...

Whispers of a dead soul

Once again upon this cold black night...

Two choices be, surrender or fight...

Try as I may with all my energy...

I did fight as much as I can, forsaken I be...

I remain within my empty shell, all alone...

Tainted all lonely and forlorn...

Eternity of this suffering I face...

Such a lot of pain be my fate...

Shall never forget the times that we had...

Yet where are the dreams that you stuck in me?

Dreams of dust

Watching in tears as my dreams turn to dust...

Within the shadows, I wither and rust...

As the serpentine curse consumes me whole...

Of this world, I've completed my role...

Suffering alone in still shadows...

Consumed by this darkness, I shall never love again...

Upon this world so cold, I'm cast aside...

Upon this world so cruel, I shall never smile again...

Lost upon this realm, am torn apart...

Lost all alone, with my broken heart...

World of torment

With tears in my eyes...
I dwell in the shadows, all alone...
My life passing by me slowly, does it matter?
In this foul pit, I decay...
My cries for help, no one hears...
In vain I try, in pain I cry...
I cry and I cry, but no one to care...
I try and I try, but alas, am alone...
Alone in this world I suffer...
Of no use to anyone, am better off dead..