World of torment

With tears in my eyes...
I dwell in the shadows, all alone...
My life passing by me slowly, does it matter?
In this foul pit, I decay...
My cries for help, no one hears...
In vain I try, in pain I cry...
I cry and I cry, but no one to care...
I try and I try, but alas, am alone...
Alone in this world I suffer...
Of no use to anyone, am better off dead..

Endless tears

Sharp pain impaling through my chest...
Darkness growing, when shall my soul rest?
Impossible to fly high with these broken wings...
The tears and pain those words bring...
The agony my soul feels...
But of what is it to you?
Played around with my heart...
Used me as your toy for your amusement...
The darkness I embrace, take me by your side...
Death be the end of my broken soul...

Searing pain

Feels like a sword has gone through my chest....
Feels like the reaper is doing his best....
My life, slowly ending....
Darkness taking over, nothing more I can see....
Pain and agony overtake my body....
What is to become of me, that I have to see....
A million needles going through my body....
A million times more pain passing through each second....
Sometimes I wish I should never have been born....
Even in a crowd, am all alone....

My pain and misery...

My heart has gone hollow...
I lie in grief and sorrow...
There's no one to take away my misery...
There's no one who cares...
The pain keeps on increasing...
My life keeps on fading...
As my dreams turn to dust...
And as my life gets mixed with the ashes...
I keep on wondering why you gave me this pain...
And why I have to suffer this life...

Alone by nature

Life has taken a sudden twist...
Its like the sun will rise from the west...
Misery itself has consumed me...
And theres no one to blame...
Life itself chose this path...
This path which has caused my wrath...
So you dont love me, but I wish you well...
So you dont care, my life is hell...
Tears that fall mean nothing...
Crawling in the shadows, I cry my eyes dry...
Just that you know that I love you...
But I know that you dont, and it's never meant to be...

Lonely chaos

This feeling of utter loneliness, the world is filled with despair....
Forsaken by all, why do I care?
In the heart of darkness, what can I find?
I am the one, who has been left behind....
As chaos builds up, all I feel is utter sorrow....
Am in a bed of thorns, am all hollow....
As the I stare, staring at the horror....
For me, there will be no tomorrow....

Pit of hell

Throughout my life, all the same...
Played away, like it is some kind of sick game...
As the seasons came and went...
As the flames of hell were bent...
Becoming one as the flames consume me...
I cherish, as this life was never meant to be...
So I think that I might just as well...
Take my time and burn in hell...

Drifting away

Wondering why I must face this heartbreak
Wondering how I made this mistake
Drifting away as I am conquered by my fears
Drifting away as I am trying to fight my tears
Oh how I loved you so dearly
Oh why did you kick me away, so heartlessly?
Now all I wonder is why am I alone?
Now I see, you left me to suffer this world so cold