Lonely chaos

This feeling of utter loneliness, the world is filled with despair....
Forsaken by all, why do I care?
In the heart of darkness, what can I find?
I am the one, who has been left behind....
As chaos builds up, all I feel is utter sorrow....
Am in a bed of thorns, am all hollow....
As the I stare, staring at the horror....
For me, there will be no tomorrow....

Pit of hell

Throughout my life, all the same...
Played away, like it is some kind of sick game...
As the seasons came and went...
As the flames of hell were bent...
Becoming one as the flames consume me...
I cherish, as this life was never meant to be...
So I think that I might just as well...
Take my time and burn in hell...

Drifting away

Wondering why I must face this heartbreak
Wondering how I made this mistake
Drifting away as I am conquered by my fears
Drifting away as I am trying to fight my tears
Oh how I loved you so dearly
Oh why did you kick me away, so heartlessly?
Now all I wonder is why am I alone?
Now I see, you left me to suffer this world so cold