Crimson Tears

The days I've seen have been fond
So seemed like we had a bond
Through everything that I ever had
Life had changed, thought it would never go bad
Through all thorns I picked a rose
It was her that I wanted, for that I chose

Throughout the night I would think
Think without even a blink
She was perfection, yet I was nothing
She was my world, thought I had something
But alas it was all too good to be true
The unspeakable happened out of the blue

And from what seemed like a flash
I watched my hopes and dreams crash
So told to me in the past was right
I shall never forget this very night
With everything torn apart and shred
Everything I had known now covered with red

I watch myself die slowly from within
Everything I know coming to an end
I watch alone as all I hear
Came true infront of me, my biggest fear
Thought that I had found happiness in my life
Thought that I would take her as my wife

Sweet thoughts of a new life in my heart
Sweet dreams of my own in my world
Alas her thoughts itself changed
Alas I lay battered and banged
Rivers of tears flow out my eyes
These crimson tears I cry with my eyes

Chains Of Torment...

Deep in the cold, freezing rain

Alone I remain, with this searing pain

Torture me, slaughter me

Use me, and abuse me

Is that all that's meant for me?

Or is my soul too worthless for thee?

Upon each and every step, pain follows

Upon every move, this river of tear flows

Life itself so beautiful in the past

It's a shame, happiness doesn't last

Pain and sorrow, my only friends

The same thing tomorrow, doesn't this end

Haven't I already been through enough?

Haven't my soul already been torn apart?

Life itself weeps in dismay

A sick game, one that others play

Throw me deep into the pits and let me be

My soul led astray, I let the chains consume me

Too good to be true...

Lived a life too good to be true

Like a dream, so very pure

I lived life in happiness after I met her

You became an angel, and that's so true

The days passed by and everything was alright

Not even a single tear was in my sight

Though things were this way, they slowly changed

Everything became a nightmare, so very strange

Astonished at the change in my life

My world filled up with tears once more

Alone and confused I remain, with no one by my side

My soul already dead, the body awaiting burial