Crimson Tears

The days I've seen have been fond
So seemed like we had a bond
Through everything that I ever had
Life had changed, thought it would never go bad
Through all thorns I picked a rose
It was her that I wanted, for that I chose

Throughout the night I would think
Think without even a blink
She was perfection, yet I was nothing
She was my world, thought I had something
But alas it was all too good to be true
The unspeakable happened out of the blue

And from what seemed like a flash
I watched my hopes and dreams crash
So told to me in the past was right
I shall never forget this very night
With everything torn apart and shred
Everything I had known now covered with red

I watch myself die slowly from within
Everything I know coming to an end
I watch alone as all I hear
Came true infront of me, my biggest fear
Thought that I had found happiness in my life
Thought that I would take her as my wife

Sweet thoughts of a new life in my heart
Sweet dreams of my own in my world
Alas her thoughts itself changed
Alas I lay battered and banged
Rivers of tears flow out my eyes
These crimson tears I cry with my eyes

Chains Of Torment...

Deep in the cold, freezing rain

Alone I remain, with this searing pain

Torture me, slaughter me

Use me, and abuse me

Is that all that's meant for me?

Or is my soul too worthless for thee?

Upon each and every step, pain follows

Upon every move, this river of tear flows

Life itself so beautiful in the past

It's a shame, happiness doesn't last

Pain and sorrow, my only friends

The same thing tomorrow, doesn't this end

Haven't I already been through enough?

Haven't my soul already been torn apart?

Life itself weeps in dismay

A sick game, one that others play

Throw me deep into the pits and let me be

My soul led astray, I let the chains consume me

Too good to be true...

Lived a life too good to be true

Like a dream, so very pure

I lived life in happiness after I met her

You became an angel, and that's so true

The days passed by and everything was alright

Not even a single tear was in my sight

Though things were this way, they slowly changed

Everything became a nightmare, so very strange

Astonished at the change in my life

My world filled up with tears once more

Alone and confused I remain, with no one by my side

My soul already dead, the body awaiting burial

Eternity of loneliness

Living a life of betrayal and pain...
The soul of a mortal slain...
The eyes that see complete darkness...
The world itself consumed in blindness...
Watching, helpless as teardrops flow from these eyes...
All hopes being torn apart, no one hears these cries...
For help the lonely heart weeps...
Yet all the pain is what it keeps...
Alone, battered and bruised the soul be...
Suffering this world, that lonely soul is me...

Whispers of a dead soul

Once again upon this cold black night...

Two choices be, surrender or fight...

Try as I may with all my energy...

I did fight as much as I can, forsaken I be...

I remain within my empty shell, all alone...

Tainted all lonely and forlorn...

Eternity of this suffering I face...

Such a lot of pain be my fate...

Shall never forget the times that we had...

Yet where are the dreams that you stuck in me?

Dreams of dust

Watching in tears as my dreams turn to dust...

Within the shadows, I wither and rust...

As the serpentine curse consumes me whole...

Of this world, I've completed my role...

Suffering alone in still shadows...

Consumed by this darkness, I shall never love again...

Upon this world so cold, I'm cast aside...

Upon this world so cruel, I shall never smile again...

Lost upon this realm, am torn apart...

Lost all alone, with my broken heart...

World of torment

With tears in my eyes...
I dwell in the shadows, all alone...
My life passing by me slowly, does it matter?
In this foul pit, I decay...
My cries for help, no one hears...
In vain I try, in pain I cry...
I cry and I cry, but no one to care...
I try and I try, but alas, am alone...
Alone in this world I suffer...
Of no use to anyone, am better off dead..

Endless tears

Sharp pain impaling through my chest...
Darkness growing, when shall my soul rest?
Impossible to fly high with these broken wings...
The tears and pain those words bring...
The agony my soul feels...
But of what is it to you?
Played around with my heart...
Used me as your toy for your amusement...
The darkness I embrace, take me by your side...
Death be the end of my broken soul...

Searing pain

Feels like a sword has gone through my chest....
Feels like the reaper is doing his best....
My life, slowly ending....
Darkness taking over, nothing more I can see....
Pain and agony overtake my body....
What is to become of me, that I have to see....
A million needles going through my body....
A million times more pain passing through each second....
Sometimes I wish I should never have been born....
Even in a crowd, am all alone....

My pain and misery...

My heart has gone hollow...
I lie in grief and sorrow...
There's no one to take away my misery...
There's no one who cares...
The pain keeps on increasing...
My life keeps on fading...
As my dreams turn to dust...
And as my life gets mixed with the ashes...
I keep on wondering why you gave me this pain...
And why I have to suffer this life...

Alone by nature

Life has taken a sudden twist...
Its like the sun will rise from the west...
Misery itself has consumed me...
And theres no one to blame...
Life itself chose this path...
This path which has caused my wrath...
So you dont love me, but I wish you well...
So you dont care, my life is hell...
Tears that fall mean nothing...
Crawling in the shadows, I cry my eyes dry...
Just that you know that I love you...
But I know that you dont, and it's never meant to be...

Lonely chaos

This feeling of utter loneliness, the world is filled with despair....
Forsaken by all, why do I care?
In the heart of darkness, what can I find?
I am the one, who has been left behind....
As chaos builds up, all I feel is utter sorrow....
Am in a bed of thorns, am all hollow....
As the I stare, staring at the horror....
For me, there will be no tomorrow....

Pit of hell

Throughout my life, all the same...
Played away, like it is some kind of sick game...
As the seasons came and went...
As the flames of hell were bent...
Becoming one as the flames consume me...
I cherish, as this life was never meant to be...
So I think that I might just as well...
Take my time and burn in hell...

Drifting away

Wondering why I must face this heartbreak
Wondering how I made this mistake
Drifting away as I am conquered by my fears
Drifting away as I am trying to fight my tears
Oh how I loved you so dearly
Oh why did you kick me away, so heartlessly?
Now all I wonder is why am I alone?
Now I see, you left me to suffer this world so cold